A Day of New Beginnings
Due to the pandemic,
like many of you, I was furloughed from my job. If you have ever lost your job, you know how
this feels and the potential negative effects upon your psyche, finances, and maybe
even upon your reputation.
Today Is Different
This time is different
because I feel God’s presence so close to me. I have been hearing His voice speaking
reassuring and comforting words deep in my spirit simply to trust Him. For the
last several weeks I have been literally RUNNING toward the Lord Jesus, my
Savior – calling upon His Name, falling down before Him in worship and praise,
fasting, praying, and seeking His face.
And what have I been hearing back in my spirit? The Lord reassures me that the passage in Romans
8:28-30 is still true:
“Moreover we know
that to those who love God, who are called according to his plan, everything
that happens fits into a pattern for good. God, in his foreknowledge, chose
them to bear the family likeness of his Son, that he might be the eldest of a family
of many brothers. He chose them long ago; when the time came he called them, he
made them righteous in his sight, and then lifted them to the splendor of life
as his own sons.”
This job loss is one of
those “All things” that are working together for good in my life. Losing
a job does not seem that it could work together for good to us. However, I have
experienced in my own life when I lost a previous job – that within a
few months I had another job that paid over twice what I was making. So,
I trust God! He is in control. He sees the future. He loves me. He
loves you, too!... more than we both know.
So this time, as I
emptied myself and became broken before Him, I felt His loving arms reaching
around me (as it were) – His really strong, loving arms holding me, caring for
me, loving me. I need His presence. I long to be in His presence. But sometimes
we cannot feel Him near us, yet thankfully, He is near, and today I feel Him
near - comforting, encouraging, letting me know "It's All Going to Be Okay."
Pressing Into His Presence
More and more as we
press into His presence and call upon His Name, and as we break the power of
our earthly desires and simply ask Him to give us and impart to us His desires
– His plans, – the burden actually lifts from us.
What burdens? The financial pressures mainly, but also the
feeling that I want to be useful to the Lord and find that place where my
skills, talents, and abilities are valued. So, when we don’t know what to do, I
heartily recommend pressing into God, worshiping Him, praising His Name –
giving a sacrifice of praise - the fruit of our lips giving thanks. Not
seeking God for a handout, but just to be in His presence worshiping Him,
thanking Him for His blessings, for we truly are rich in Him.
I don’t know about you,
but there are times when I feel like the world, the cares of life, even
our jobs and daily responsibilities seem to take so much of our time that God
is pushed out a bit from the rightful place He deserves in the daily routine of
our lives. It's not something we overtly do, but sometimes we just become too
busy.
Well, for right now -
at least for these past few months, I have had time to spend time in His
presence. This has been a time of humility, a time when I feel
needy – yet this is a time when I am beholding Him, His beauty,
His faithfulness, His joy, His rest, and His peace.
As A Little Child
I come before Him
empty, needing Him as a little child – with no power of my own to pull myself
up by my own bootstraps. I am utterly dependent upon the Lord. And I am finding
that He is faithful– just as He promised He would be. How can this be?
Because God has given to each of us a measure of faith. My faith in Him probably
could be stronger. I recall the scripture passage in Mark 9:4:
"Lord, I do believe! Help me to
believe more!" WE version). For I am human, but I do have faith.
We all do. And at this time in my life ONCE AGAIN, God is reminding me to USE
my faith to literally SEE WITH the eyes of faith HIM ANSWERING my
prayers. And with my own words, I speak forth BY FAITH (which sees the
answer in the Spirit-realm before it happens in the natural realm) that I HAVE
A NEW JOB... NO, I have that new HIGH-PAYING CAREER that God has for me ... and
JESUS receives all the praise and glory for it.
My Ministry As a Paraclete
I also feel God calling
me into having a ministry of my own. For decades, I have been a paraclete
called alongside others in ministry. What
is a paraclete, you ask? One who serves as an advocate,
intercessor, comforter, helper, exhorter, who enables others. But
now the Lord is saying that He has invested much into my life. And I have much
to give out. He wants to use me directly to minister to others from the
"well of salvation" He has placed within my life.
You know, it is possible
that what I had been doing – where I had been working – was only meant to be
just for this season. It has been a season of growth and provision. But
looking back on it, it has been a time of preparation, too.
Now I am looking unto Jesus more than ever – the Author
and Finisher of my faith. The Passion Translation reads this way the
verse in Hebrews 12:2:
“We look away from the natural realm, and we fasten our
gaze onto Jesus who birthed faith within us and who leads us forward into
faith’s perfection.”
If and when my faith
seems small, I latch on to Him and His faith. I pray and seek His face, and I He
finds me right where I am and comforts me. For Jesus will not despise any who come unto
Him IN FAITH; and I am a Believer just like you are. We are not doubters; we
are Believers --- a whole new species through which the Lord will
perform His good and perfect will. He will do this for you and for me so that
our lives bring Jesus glory and honor.
Of course, there is
that scripture in Deuteronomy 12:28 that tells us:"
“Be
careful to obey all these things I command you, so that you and your children
after you may prosper forever, because you will be doing what is good and right in the sight of the Lord your God.” (HCSB)
We are to observe all
these words that He commands us today, that it may go well with us and with our
children after us – forever. So, when things do not seem to be going our way,
we certainly do need to consider, and if need be – REPENT for any known sin,
and ask God to redeem and DELIVER us… and He will. We need to become
teachable in areas where we are going 'round the mountain again. Frankly, I am
tired of it. I am ready to move forward, and I am asking the Lord to teach me
and train me, then to do a new thing in my life.
Yet, meanwhile,
we can’t give place to the devil and allow our enemy to beat us up over simply being
human. All of us make mistakes. We are all learning and growing and
maturing. We must be confident of this very thing that He which began a good
work in us is FAITHFUL to COMPLETE IT! ~~ Philippians 1:6.
So, we take our hurts,
our failings, our disappointments, our losses, our burdens, and all offenses -
choosing to forgive others, and we cast all this care – all these things of the
world upon the Lord. He is big enough to take it. Jesus died to pay for worry,
anxiety, and the cares of life. He will work out our situations and
circumstances that seem to be negatives – FOR OUR GOOD. Amen! Hallelujah!
Redeemed: How I Love to Proclaim
It!
Jesus is my Redeemer!
Yours, too! He said that in everything (that means EVERYTHING) by prayer and
supplication with thanksgiving we are to let our requests be made known unto
God. Then He will give us His peace that He has not only heard us, but that He
is on the scene answering our prayers. ~~ Philippians 4:6. Because if we
ask anything according to His will, He hears us, and if He hears us, then we
HAVE the petitions we ask for by faith! ~~ 1 John 5:14-15. So right now, I
RECEIVE the answer to my prayers, and God gets all the glory.
So, we will see what
God has in mind at this time in our lives – for that new season that
is just ahead. We will see God’s faithfulness. We will have a fresh, new lease
on life – a clean slate of opportunity, for His mercies endure forever.
God is a businessman.
Here is the great exchange... Our lives for His. Remember Saul of Tarsus? He thought
he was doing God’s will – maybe just like us. But God arrested Him – got his
attention, and in Saul’s brokenness, God restored him, changed his name, gave
him a fresh vision, a hope, a purpose, a mission, and prepared him for a bright
new future as an apostle of the Lord Jesus Christ. Saul’s response to God
was, “Lord, what would you have me to do?” ~~ Acts 9:6.
Lord, what is it that You want me
to do?
This is the prayer of
my heart today. And He will show me, and when He does, I purpose to obey. I
will do all I can. When He speaks, I will listen, and whether it is something I
feel I can do or something that seems so impossible, as long as it is the Lord
speaking, I know God will accomplish His perfect will through me. Amen!
I hope this has
blessed you. I am walking humbly with my God. My life is like an open book. I
desire that others who follow will see that it pays to serve the Lord to walk
in covenant with Him. Hallelujah! And we all will see a miracle taking place in
each of our lives when we put Him first. Matthew 6:31-33 (JBP) says:
“So don’t worry and
don’t keep saying, ‘What shall we eat, what shall we drink or what shall we
wear?! That is what pagans are always looking for; Your Heavenly Father knows
that you need them all. Set your heart on the kingdom and his goodness, and all
these things will come to you as a matter of course.”
We truly are rich
already. And the Lord desires to give us even more because He is all in all.
Praise the Lord.
I am praying for you to
be continually and abundantly blessed. My God shall supply all of our needs –
your needs as well as our needs. Many of you have shared your needs with me,
and now I have shared mine -----
my deepest heart cry with you. We are in agreement that God MEETS all our
needs. This is a time for miracles -----
for God to show Himself strong. We are already rich in Him. We have exchanged
poverty and lack for His riches. We have exchanged sickness and disease
for His health and wholeness. He never leaves us nor forsakes us. His ways are
beyond and above our ways.
Now we use our faith
and speak forth that the answer COMES NOW, in the authority of Jesus' Name! We
have our breakthrough. We see it by faith. God's answer is on the way. He is
Jehovah Jireh, our provider. The Lord is El Shaddai, the all-sufficient One Who
has seen ahead and placed provision for us on the road of life EXACTLY where we
will be so that we will connect with that provision when it is needed. And in
it all, He is the oasis. He is the refreshing. We look to the Lord, not to what
we perceive to be the answer. We keep
our eyes on our Source.
Surely our checkbook
and bank accounts, our stocks or mutual funds are not our source. Our jobs are
not our source. Our own selves, our physical strength, our own abilities are
not our source. We must look continually to the Lord! He is our Source. We
trust in Him.
Thank You, Jesus, that
You know our hearts and are making a way through the wilderness for us to
follow. We receive Your answers to these our written petitions, and we thank
You in advance and rejoice in You! Amen!